I Honestly Hope;

I hope that someday, you find an amazing girl.

The kind of girl who means everything to you

& makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her.

The kind of girl who keeps you up at night,

just thinking about her beautiful smile,

& when you finally fall asleep, she`s all you dream about.

I hope she`s the first thing to cross your mind

when you wake up in the morning.

I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand,

yet you know it`s for the better.

I hope she`s the kind of girl you would die for.

The kind of girl who could make you cry,

even though you`d never admit it.

The kind of girl who makes you want to go out

& do something special, something that means everything to the both of you.

The kind of girl you can have silly fights with,

then kiss & make up & hold her in your arms

like you`re falling in love all over again.

I hope you make memories with her you never forget.

I hope she`s your world,

& what you have with her is nothing less than perfection.

& I hope that one day, you lose her.

I hope you mess up & as hard as you try

to keep her there with you, she slips through the cracks of your broken heart.

I hope it destroys you,

because you realize you`ve lost the person you once called your everything.

I hope you see every moment you spent together

spin away down the drain like it was waiting to happen.

I hope you stay up at night because she`s on your mind

& when you fall asleep, she haunts your dreams.

I hope her beautiful smile stays pressed in your mind

like a scar that won`t fade away.

I hope you realize that you`re a new person because of her,

I hope your new self feels incomplete without her

& you miss the old you.

The one that was okay with being alone,

because you`d rather be the heartbreaker than the heartbroken